I'd give away everything I had if it meant having a close relationship with my brothers and sisters-in-law; for my nephews and niece to know who I am and that I love them so much as if they were my own children. I'd settle with a simple and humble life just so I could have back how things were before. I am not one to ask for things. More often than not, they are given to me. Though I know I am lucky, I'd do away with it all to have what we used to have.
The last time I saw my brother, he only said one word to me. "Why?" It was about a cousin or a neighbor I think. Most painful New Year ever. It was awkward, quiet, and forced. Nothing real about it. And I don't even know what I did wrong at the time. * very very long sigh *
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