Sunday, December 31, 2006

Better Days

To better days this coming new year. Cheers.
Feel free to sing along. I love this song. It gives me hope that things will get better.


And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Coz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Coz everyone is forgiven now
Coz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Coz everyone is forgiven now
Coz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Coz everyone is forgiven now
Coz tonight's the night the world begins again
Coz tonight's the night the world begins again
May we all give ourselves the chance to begin again.


May we all give ourselves the chance to begin again. It's never too late. :) I'll be singing this song for me and everyone tonight and on New Year's Day.

I won't be able to log on in the next couple of days, so HAPPY NEW YEAR guys!

I'm off to Bulacan in the morning. Mmmwah!!! Stay outta trouble and away from the fireworks.

Saturday, December 30, 2006

I'm cured!!!!!!

Slept really well last night. 12 hours. Despite the sore throat, fever and whopping killer splitting headache (yes, it was that bad) I had since the night before, I woke up finally with all of those symptoms gone. Galing talaga doktor ko! Thanks Ate Leslie! Mmmwah! Advil pala katapat ng headache ko. Oooh!!! Aaadvil!!! Hahaha!

And what to do now that I'm ok? The mall!!!!!

And off I go to Robinsons Place Ermita with Joey and Flor. Got home by 10pm. We watched Kasal, Kasalo, Kasali. Nakakatawa!!! I swear. Enjoyed it alot. Pag nambabae si Ron, gagawin ko sa kanya yung ginawa ni Judy Ann. lol. Since magkahiwalay kami nina Joey sa New Year's Eve, nag New Year's Eve Dinner kami kanina. And tomorrow, our New Year's Eve Breakfast with Ate Leslie and the twins inside her. lol.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Happy Birthday Kuya!

It's Kuya's birthday today. First thing I did when I woke up was send him an eCard. Wonder if he's checked his mail yet. It's already 12:30am there and he's still hasn't logged in. Guess we'll just have to greet him tomorrow. I remember what we did a year ago. We had so much fun. Dinner at the Treehouse and then videoke and beer back at ate's place. 3am, craving for Starbucks, so we head off to Starbucks banawe. Closed. "Morato! Morato! Morato!", Maan chants. And off we go. Had a great time. Haay. Hope Kuya's having a great time in Papua. Miss him terribly.


Makes me wonder. Kelan kaya mauulit?
It's 4:41am. This sore throat is getting worse. Bad enough to keep me up all night. Got out of bed 4 minutes before 3am. Went to drink a glass of water. It's too early to go to the drug store to get a pack of Strepsils. Besides, I dont' think it'll do the trick. Rye said antibiotics will. Then again i don't know what to buy. Guess i'll have to wait a few more hours to text Ate Leslie for some professional advice. I hate this. It's driving me crazy! I pray that i'll get better by New Year. Sucks. Started with a sucky morning...now it's even a sucky evening. Demet.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I wake up today still with a sore throat. Only today it's worse. Hurts to swallow. Hate it. It's painful and itchy. What a sucky morning.

Can't wait to see Ron tonight. Thinking of going to Galleria to get a haircut and then meet him at 5 at Meralco so we can go home together. But then again, maybe tomorrow. I'll buy a new blouse to wear for New Year too. lol. Oh how I miss my Ron-Ron. *sigh*

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas Kids!

I wake up from the touch of Flor's hand checking if I have a fever. Fortunately I'm feeling slightly better than I did last night. The start of a cold is always the part I hate the most. My throat is itchy and dry and I feel some phlegm beginning to form. Bummer. But I'm glad Flor's feeling much better. Her flu has passed. Hopefully she won't relapse.

I check my cell phone for any text messages. Greetings from Blythe, Camille, Mae, Nestlee, Grace and my bestfriend Jen-Jen to name a few. I smile that they remember and take the time to spend a peso to greet me. I get up and drag myself to the table for breakfast. Ate Leslie's yummy penne pasta with italian sausage and a tomato sauce is warm and waiting. I ate alot last night, and i eat alot today.

There's nothing in store for me today. I'll be home alone in a few hours. Joey and Flor will be going to Las Pinas to Flor's family. I decide not go with them coz there's nothing much for me there. I can't join Ron's family in Las Pinas coz of this cold. I wouldn't want Tita Beck to catch it. A cancer patient like her needs to reserve her energy on getting thru all the chemo and radiation rather than getting over a cold.

Ang saya saya. Haay. I miss Mummy and Daddy and Kuya. And I miss my baby. I'll have to settle with texting Ron all day. Merry Xmas everybody. I pray you are all well and happy. Mmwah!

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Cook out, Pig out

Had lotsa fun yesterday at Abba's. Great food, great climate, and great company. True friends, no matter how seldom they see each other....will always remain true friends. True friends...always bring out my appetite. lol. Ate til i was sick. I hope I never do that again. lol.





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I love you Babba! Mmmwah!

Friday, December 22, 2006

Sisters

Spent the whole day with Ate Leslie yesterday. Bonding. lol. I accompanied her to the hospital for her check up. Her blood sugar was high the day before. We were there before 10am. Waited until the receptionist said to go have lunch coz the doctor would arrive at 12nn. So Ate and I walked over to Mickey D's along Dapitan for a snack. After 2 hours of talking about Kuya's at Ate Leslie's love story, and dreaming and imagining what the twins would be like years from now, we went back to the hospital. Waited another 2 hours until the doctor arrived. Hooray. We were done by 3pm.

It had been over a month since Ate Leslie last went shopping at Robinsons Place Ermita. Apparently her dad doesn't know how to drive there. lol. Anyway, we love that mall. Since her uncle was driving us, it was our chance. lol. We had our late lunch at Piadina Italiana. They serve great cappuccinos. Wish they had bigger cups though.

Fist stop, Top Shop. Ate bought a jacket, blue. She made me get one of the same style but in green. Her xmas gift to me. Was shy to get one. Never really been comfortable with people making me choose something for them to buy. Anyway, she also got a white blouse perfect for her growing tummy.

Next stop, Bread Talk where she bought the Floss bread she was craving for. We grabbed a couple of Coffee-o's too. Like an over sized cup cake. I ate mine a few minutes ago. Delish.

Lastly, Ate bought a blouse for Flor at Mango and I bought 3 dvd-rw's to burn the Heroes episodes so Flor can finally watch them. Ate Leslie stopped by this Factory something store (forgot the name) and we picked out another preggy blouse. So cute.

Headed back home to Dapitan where I waited for Joey and Flor. Ron went into OT again and then had a few drinks with his friends. Bday celebration. So I just waited for him at Mayon.

Loved yesterday. Mighty glad my brother chose to marry Ate Leslie. Naks.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Went to mass today with Joey, Flor and Ate Leslie. As usual, we were late. The homily had already started when we arrived. We sat in our usual spot where the giant turbo fans would turn our hair into afro by the time the mass ended. After mass we picked up Flor's officemate Maybelle and then drove to Mall of Asia. Joey and Flor had found out some restos opened early there so we had breakfast at Gram's Diner where they heard they served delicious towering pancakes. Funny though coz none of us ordered the pancakes except for Flor. I had the eggs benedict. It was ok. But Maxx Brenner still serves the best eggs benedict.

Ate Leslie's tummy was ofcourse bigger than the last time I saw her. She looks well and healthy and I'm glad the twins are doing well too. She's due for CS on March 1. Yey! I secretly kept my eye on her all day. Going with her to the washroom even if I didn't need to go to the john. Figured she should always have someone with her in case she suddenly doesn't feel well. Mahal ko yan at ang twins.

After breakfast we stopped by Chevrolet along UN avenue to check out the Aveo. Very nice. Flor wants the matic so Joey doesn't really have a choice. But the point is, she likes the Aveo. Joey's psyched. lol. Ate Leslie and I tried out the passenger seats. Very comfy. We like too. lol.

Our final stop for the day was SM San Lazaro. Flor needed to buy some groceries for her janitor and guard sa office. Pang noche buena. I was kinda nervous for Ate Leslie kasi bawal sa kanya masyado maglakad at mapagod. Pero all went well. I enjoyed today. Love my family.

And I'm even happier now coz I'm chatting with mum. She just got a new haircut and she looks good on the web cam. Saw a bit of dad in the back. Still my cutie king kong dad. lol. Had a few teary eyed moments but was able to brush 'em off before Mum noticed me on the webcam. I just miss her so much. Mum and Kuya will be home on Jan 31. Can't wait!


Saturday, December 16, 2006

2006 just got better

I woke up today with excitement. Knowing that my prayers were answered. My Christmas and New Year won't be that bad after all.

I have a job! Last night, Andie and I went to Voisworx and to our surprise, the president of the company (whom her dad new and we had an appointment with) let us in to their board room. They were in a meeting but he went ahead and told us to leave our resumes with him and he'd put us into training. If they don't need people this december, we'd start in January. Perfect. Just perrrrrrrrrrrrfect. We were barely in there for 5 mins. No exam nor interview. Lol. Gets even better. There's a chance that after a month, we could be TLs depending on our performance. Ain't it cool? hahaha! Scary that it's all too easy. But I'm takin my chances. lol. We couldn't believe how things went last night. We still can't get over it. Too much excitement.

Ron had a great Friday night too. He went ahead home to Mayon-Retiro (my place) coz he wasn't feeling well and he wanted to watch the Ginebra game on TV. Anyway, he's been planning to move out and live by himself since it'll help us save more for the wedding. He got a text last night from his officemate about an apartment he could rent. Just P2500 a month. It has a garage which is what Ron's been looking for. The place is in Marikina. Closer to Meralco so he'll be able to save money on gas too. We'll both be doing alot of saving next year. We pray things will keep getting better and be rewarding for us. Makes me sad that we'll be seeing less of each other, but I know it's for the best. I'll be on my own in July too coz Joey and Flor will be moving to Las Pinas when our contract for the condo in Mayon ends. Sad, yes. But I know it's all for a reason. I just don't know where i'll be living though. Hopefully my parents will allow me to get a place of my own closer to work.

Anyway, soooo happy. Yey! Wee! lol.

Friday, December 15, 2006

I'm meeting up with Andie later at Megamall at 4pm. Gonna apply for a CSR position at a new call center in Ortigas. That means we'll be part of the pioneer batch which is good. Although there is a risk since it's a new company. Andie's dad was supposed to be a partner of the call center but he changed his mind. They know the owner and president though. Anywa, hopefully things go well. 16k basic is definitely not bad. I was 15k at CVG. Chat with you guys later. Ciao!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

My 2007 Wish List

1. A high paying job

2. A new phone. Preferebly this one (the Nokia N76). Ain't she a beauty?

3. A white PSP

4. My own PC

5. A DVD copy of Rainbow Brite & the Star Stealer. I will love you forever if you give me one. I'll be extra good Santa!

6. A flat iron. Either a Sedu Ionic Ceramic Tourmaline Straightener or a Solia Tourmaline Ceramic Ion Flat Iron. Keywords "ionic", "ceramic" & "tourmaline". lol.

7. A bottle of Clinique Happy To Be.


8. A driver's license...with my name and picture on it.
(Don't go making your smart remarks Abba. lol.)

9. A pair of Chucks. My first pair if ever. Abba likes these too. I'll have to find another style if she gets to them first. lol.

10. Havs. I kinda take some fancy in this Havs High Light. lol.

11. Jackets, jackets, jackets

12. Shirts, blouses, shirts, blouses, shirts, blouses. Yun lang. lol.

Bow.

I expect this list to grow longer as time passes. lol. I know, I know...at the rate I'm going this may still be 2008's wish list. A girl can dream can't she?

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Dying for this year to end...

Man I can't wait for this year to end. Horrible year for me. With work...or shall I say lack of it. Though AskMeNow was the best job I ever had. And I met a lot of friends worth keeping for life. With family...they hate me because I have no work. Well mum and dad I'm not sure of. But my brothers. Pretty much loud and clear. Thanks sa mga Kuya ko for the boost of confidence. Though I understand. I'll turn it into motivation to make you guys proud. Need a job. So I can be Kuya's sister again. lol. So we can be friends.

Chatting with Russ right now. Talking about how Blue Frog Mobile (where she works) might start hiring in January. She said she'd refer me. For once I'm enthusiastic about inbound voice support. I wasn't that excited so I emailed my resume to her on the spot. lol. Can't wait! I think I see some kind of light at the end of this dark dark tunnel. Lord, please let 2007 kick off right. Pray, pray, pray.

Oh yeah, Andie and I applied at this company in Ortigas. Oloot! Inc. Email/Chat support for a gaming account. Emailed our cover letters and resumes 2 nights ago. Still no word. Sent a text to follow up. No reply. If i had to choose between the two, BFM seems like a better choice. Why? Location. Makati is way closer and easier to get to than Ortigas. But then again, I just want this year to end and 2007 to start. Now na, now na. lol.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Went home to Bulacan for the weekend. Missed my cousins and friends. Despite the typhoon, I was still able to enjoy my weekend with the people i call family and the place that is home the most (even if it was only me in the house).

That's my cousin Beng in the pic. We've been best buds since. Though we've had our share of trials, she's still the same bubbly crazy comedian we all know. I'll always be able to talk to her about anything. Saw my bestfriend Leila too. So many stories to tell. Not enough time. Oh well.

Was John's birthday bash Saturday night. We had dinner with his mum, dad, family ng gf nya, and some other friends. Chinese food. Fortune Restaurant in Malolos. Good food. My first time to eat peking duck. I think the fat on the duck made me dizzy. lol.



After dinner, we drove back to John's place for beer, more food and videoke. Had alot of laughs, reminiscing college and review days. Oh, see the girl in the last pic? The one in white next to Argee in lavender? That's Duyo. She's a he. Pretty noh? She looks more like a girl than i do. lol. Super bait. Funny too. They left early.




We welcomed John's birthday with Enrique Iglesia's Escape and ended the night at 3am. Hopefully we'll have a Christmas party at Marlon's place. Can't wait.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

back to blogging

Been away in Las Pinas since Sunday til Tuesday night. Ron's cousin's wedding on Tuesday. Since Ron couldn't pick up his mom and nephew from Bulacan and drop them off all the way in Las Pinas on Tuesday, he dropped us there on Sunday. It was fun. I got closer to his family and his titas and cousins. His mom too. Sean, his nephew is a handful. Like all kids at 4, makulit. Pero hindi yung kulit na nakakainis. Malambing kasi. The nice kind of kulit. lol. Labo. Anyway, i was basically a babysitter but i didn't mind.

Ron made it right before the mass started. Ganda ng church. Air-con. Sarap. lol. St. James sa Ayala Alabang. Very nice. As in most weddings i attend, i cried when Mimi, the blushing bride came walking down the aisle and was given away by her brother. The wedding was fun. The couple did a song and dance presentation when they were presented as husband and wife sa reception. Cute. The food was scrumptious. Filled my plate with nearly everything at the buffet table and finished it all. I think i found the weight i lost after Turbo Jamming for 3 weeks. Shet. Oh well. I need to buy new shoes for events like these. Lower heels. Or maybe flats. Sakit kasi. ahuhuhu. Never again. Congratulations to Mike & Mimi. Very cute pair.

Friday, December 01, 2006

Gusto ko din mag paint ball.

Made 1k today. lol. Galing noh. hehehe. After i went to Glorietta, i went to Russ' office to give her the Turbo Jam dvds i burned for her. Bitin. I was supposed to be there earlier para during her break kwentuhan kami. But i was late. Makwento kasi yung mineet ko. Funny coz she says she's fat when in fact she's very slim. 128lbs standing at 5'6". She's far from fat. Sheesh.

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Inggit ako kay Abba. Gusto ko din yung paint ball thingy. Abba ha, tayo din. Magiipon ako. Or i'll sell more Turbo Jam dvds. lol.

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Got the hicups. And I'm craving for tuna on toast. Kain na nga muna ako. Ciao! Hicup!
Working out early today coz I'm meeting up with a girltalker who ordered Turbo Jam. lol. Pirata talaga. It's for a cause naman e. Yeah right. Anyway, glad there's no more rain. Still have to bring an umbrella though. Hate that. Andie's probably hit one of her lowest lows so i'm hoping she'll be able to have coffee with me later. Poor thing. But she's a trooper so i'm sure she'll weather the storm. Later kids!

Thursday, November 30, 2006

How to Save a Life

I really like this song. Enjoy.




Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
I finally figured out where to put the codes for my shout box. Kewl. This could be a new addiction. Tweaking my blog. Plus posting ofcourse. And probably throwing comments back and forth with abba and russ. lol. I like.

Awaken by Heaven

I'm up early today. Well, early than usual. Early for me. Our maintenance guy "Heaven" (yup, that's his name) buzzed at around 10:30am. He was gonna fix my closet floors that the termites ruined. So here i am, blogging, because i have nothing else to do, while Heaven is sawing and hammering away. Ang ingay. Ron's going straight home tonight after work to Bulacan. Joey and Flor will probably be home late. Haay. Another boring day. Exactly why i hardly post here. There's really nothing much to talk about. But right now, i don't care. Writing always makes me feel better anyway. It'll help each day go by quicker. lol. Ang ingay pa rin ni Heaven. Funny how Heaven can make my morning Hell. lol.
It's 1:56am and I'm still up. Funny how i suddenly had this urge to visit this darn thing. Forgot about it. Sorry abba. lol. I'm happy today coz i lost an inch from my waist. yey! but then again, like abba said, "magkaibigan tayo"..which means...i'll probably relapse to gluttony any time soon. hahaha!!! wag naman.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Bye Kuya... boohoo...

Today, Kuya left for Papua New Guinea. The day I've been dreading for 2 years has arrived. The day that just thinking about it makes me teary eyed. Oh well. It's for the best. He'll be back in about 2 months though - in time for Ate Leslie's last trimester and the much awaited birth of the twins. But still. They'll all go back to Papua to be general physicians in their lay-in clinic.

It just makes me sad that the 3 of us are apart again. Kuya, Joey and I. It's happening again. Kuya leaves us because he's older and has to take the next step in life. The first time it was to study high school and college here in the Philippines. Now he's going back to Papua to raise a family and make a living. After 13 years of it just being us while Mum & Dad were in Papua, magkahiwalay na naman kami. I hated it the first time. I'm hating the second time. Wala ng magbabantay sa amin ni Joey. I never felt homesick and missed Mummy & Daddy because I knew I'd be fine with Kuya around. But don't get me wrong, I need Joey too. Most of the time we act the same age so sometimes he doesn't really play the "kuya" role. Hence, I don't call him Kuya Joey. It's just Joey. There's Kuya and there's Joey. Both of which I would die living without.

But then again, it's all for the better. Or as I like to say, "for the better-er". Hehehe.

My last text to Kuya after we said our goodbyes: "Don't worry kuya. We'll take care of ate & the twins. You have a safe trip & say hi to mum & dad. I said I wasn't gonna cry but i did. Hiwalay na naman tyo 3. :'c "

Kuya's last text to me: "U better u morons. It's only temporary. Good times ahead."

He promised. And I believe him. Boohoo. Miss na kita Kuya. And Mummy & Daddy too. Can't wait for the day that we pick you and mum up at the airport 2 months from now. Hurry uf. Ang dramacious! Tama na nga.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Ecare

I miss eCare. Those were the best days ever. But some good things never last. Darn that Clear Pay account! But it's ok. The friendships i made then still remain. Stronger than ever.

Happy! Shalalala!

I knew i wouldn't be able to keep this blog up. What a waste. Anyway, what's new with me? I quit my job as an inbound customer service rep in feb (though i've been absent for months). And now..i am currently "happy". No more horrible irate customers, no more sore throats, no more selling, no more horrible shift changes (that i can actually handle...but it's really just the job itself). And miraculously, even my back pain has toned down. Yey!!!

So many just surrendered and quit the fight. Including Abba and Russ. Absolutely no regrets though. As Abba would put it, "parang tayo nabunutan ng tinik....na kasing laki ng poste ng Meralco." lol. We met up last Thursday. Were supposed to complete our clearance but ended up going to Gilmore for Russ' pc parts, laughing and eating all way. Even demonized Reng and Paulynne not to go to work. It was a good idea. We spent the night at Abba's place in Antipolo drinking Paulynne's special iced coffee and telling stories at the back of their pick up. Had a blast. We may not have done anything productive that day, but as Abba had planned, we went home all "happy".